Forgive and Forget..

Would'nt it be easier if we were given the reset button. With one push we can reset evey thing to its original setting. Don't have any software to help us erase what ever unpleasant feeling in life...

Wish that there is a soft ware that can make people forget. like reformatting the hard drive... but this is to reformat the emotion... the pain... to erase what ever that is unpleasant...

My God... the pain is getting unbearable each day. some say time will heal...but each day ...damn...

My God the time is getting near for me to go back and face her...

Can I just forget...

Can I just forgive....

Can I erase the unpleasant feeling in my chest...

Can I be strong..and not break down anymore...

Can I not lose my poise...

Oh God....Help me....

Guide me... For I am a fragile being...

Can I really forget her....

There are too many memories of her....

I know to stop..

I know there is no longer us..

But damn my heart isn't helping very much...

Damn I just want to dig it out and replace it with a new one..

Can some one hit me in the head and make me forget...

Now one packet. Can be finish in one day..

Damn at this rate..

I think I am going to die faster...

But what the heck...

Better than spend where no one appreciates it...

I can't sleep..

But when I do sleep..

I wish I never wake up....